Hated By All

Some people are goin to leave you - That is not the end of your story. That is end of there part in your story. If someone is going to be a part of your life. They have to make efforts to win your heart, to stand for you, to put you up & make you feel special. Mutual understanding, knowing each other is very important. Keeping grudges or negativity always inside won't work. It will destroy the relationship, the moment,  the time, the feeling and the emotion. At last, both will get a never ending hurt.
Yes, the story is mine! She highlights my small mistakes so big like a comet moving towards earths surface and every creatures eye is watching its own death. Perhaps, the death of our friendship, the death of the time we spent together, the death of memories we shared. One misunderstanding  can lead to separation. The separation of two souls & never ending love story. A bunch of biggest goodnesses , hundreds of  laughful jokes, some   peaceful nights as well when she used to sleep in my lap & I used to wave my hand across her hair. That beautiful moment of my & her life ignored by a silly mistake, covered by a false thinking. Why? Am I not of capable of loving her? Am I too bad for her? why? I devote all my happiness to others when I am getting nothing in return, neither I expect. Then why this hateness for me in peoples minds, in her mind, in everyones mind. I sacrifice, I live life for others, I get punched, I get punished, I get hurt. My life seems like a far extending ocean of wild & evil in which I couldn't recognize the positivity, the truth, the reality & the real people. I am a bad human with a bad character, humanity all nullified, that is why everyone is going away from me, leaving me behind all alone. I, being worst, as considered by all, not loved by all, is hated by all, I accept.